Bits and pieces of MY LIFE

Wee… The Annual Concert is Over !!!!!!…. Was a Great Night !!! More photos to be uploaded later… And due to popular demand and requests… I’ve decided to not disappoint my fans and go to Germany !!!! ^^ I would like to thank Mei May for threatening me to a life and death situation so that I’m forced to go to Germany… I would also like to thank my Boss for forgiving me fong-ing his fei kei (Of course we can go in June, or July). I would also like to thank Grace… (Haih… I nvr see you wan, dunno where u sesat, I tot u nvr read my blog also) And last but not least, I must thank Yuan Lih for not missing me (T.T helps me to think less about you and think more about guitars)

Finally I must thank Chua for one hellava superb idea !!!! If I ever get laid by Nazi chicks I tell you ya…

Must switch to exam mode now. >.<

The ironies of life… Muahahaha… The night before the Germany audition was a Friday night, and I went to JB with a friend to have supper and came back at around 1.30 am. So, as a result, on the next day… I OVERSLEPT AND MISSED THE GODDAMN AUDITION !!!!!!!

OMFG,  How  on earth did that happen? =.=" Well i guessed i screwed up big time this time, but heck NO???? When I went for practice in the afternoon, the assistant conductor came to me and asked me whether I would still like to have my audition… I was like O.o!!! WTF… Heck, she must really like me ^^

And so I kept my hopes high and went to see her, before I managed to grab a guitar, she told me frankly that I was good enough to go to Germany with the rest of the super guitarists… And I went =.=" I HADN’T EVEN PLAYED NUTHIN… And she went on and said that she’s seen me play before during sectionals… Blah Blah Blah… And she thought I was kinda cool… (OK, I added this part myself…. Ignore it pls)

And so, all she needed was a confirmation whether I am willing to have one practice a week, and she meant every week all the way up till end of May…. Exams or no exams not withstanding…. Then I really wondered….
1) I cannot go back to Msia in May
2) How am I going to kill time during the weekdays in Spore(coz practice is on weekends)
3) It’s bloody expensive
4) I would fong my Boss’s fei kei (Actually can still go one, we go in June ^^)
5) Might screw my finals… (When I mentioned this to my seniors, they were in disbelief =.=" Once a week and you screw your finals ??!!!)

But then again, If I don’t go…
1) Mei May will slaughter me
2) I would kick myself
3) Thinking about it makes me wanna kick myself harder again
4) Since I’m deemed to be good, so I dun wanna disappoint my fans O.o"
5) Chances are I won’t have the chance to say Itch Lick Dick to a German (Ich Liebe Dich)
6) Again I dun wanna die, coz Mei May will make sure I die a horrible death

Shit… I did tell her that I can go… But I didn’t confirm with her… Anybody who reads my blog pls give me some advice… If you think Zixiang should go and make his fans go wild, vote yes pls… or if you think Zixiang should just die a horrible death then vote no… *sobs*

Only ONE MORE WEEK till the annual concert… Next Week is gonna be a very very busy week… If I’m not dead from exhaustion after next week, I would really be surprised…

ONE MORE DAY till the Germany Competition Audition !!!! There will be a Guitar Ensemble Competition and Festival in Germany from 1st to 3rd June. 

http://www.gitarrenensemble-rheine.de/wettbewerb2007.html

The ensemble has planned to leave on 30th May (Night Flight) probably from Changi. We would be coming back on 7th June. This audition is gonna be very tough, coz most of the members that are already confirmed a seat are from the EXPOSE (it’s the group name for all the best guitar players in our group… T.T) So if I am not half as good as them, or not having a quarter of their skills, then I’m screwed… =.= (With only 1 year of guitar experience, I doubt I’m gonna make it… T.T)

But if I were to get it… WOOHOO !!!! One week in Germany… That’s AWESOME… Almost like AWESOMELY EXCELLENT… This will be my 3rd Visit to Europe… Weee….

*Pulls myself back to reality* Of course, there’s always the big ‘IF’… Sigh…

Yesterday and today were the most horrible days I had ever felt in my life. I am surprised that I managed to survive 48 hours with barely 4 hours of sleep. It’s not that I chose not to sleep, but I just can’t, and it’s inexplicable. If there were nightmares, I could at least remember parts of it, but there were none, and hopefully tonight I will get some sweet slumber.

Going to classes and lectures with only half my brain functioning is not a nice experience. I remember myself sitting in class, and answering questions from the tutor, but it seems that I was switch into automatic mode T.T… I don’t recall any of the lessons taught today

And worse is that I actually manage to drag myself to sit for a test today. And it is a Quantum Computing & Information test, so the whole paper was basically a logic test. With less than half my brain in working order after strenuous morning classes, the test in the afternoon was disastrous Sienz…….. I hope I didn’t put 2+2 = 5 coz I barely remember what I wrote in the answer sheet (Though I still have the question paper with me, but the questions look strangely familiar yet the memory of the test seems to be fuzzy… Fuzzy logic????)

And then with only 10% of my brain still churning out impulses, I went for a whole night of guitar ensemble practice. My fingers were working more on reflex and impulse coz my eyes were so groggy that I didn’t even know what’s the difference between a C and a E note T.T

And now I’m here blogging with only 1% of my brain power left. Pls save me from this horror and let me have a good night’s sleep tonight…………………………………@#$%#%#$%^^@#$%